is too brief a time. at 16, it was also for me a romanticised number i never thought ill get to see and here i am, 23 and putting up with jokes of ageing.
so much for live fast die young huh? it is a blessing to have the inner strength and wisdom to grow old with time afterall. i credit the anchors in my life. anchors are what keeps us sane, keeps us hanging on in the tempest of life.
my bitches, my father and my isaac, my pq, and of cos my past and present lovers. ironically, its those who have come and gone; and those who stick with you throughout that truly keep you alive and kicking.
R.I.P Daul Kim.
the usual suspect said::
11/21/2009 10:18:00 PM :D
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
jeffrey campbell makes SICK shoes.
OHHH. AMMMM. GEEEEE.
i am all gushy and quivering like a lil girl who needs to go wee wee ohhhh so badly. there can only be one ghastly reason for this lack of composure.
THESE BABIES ARE TO DIE FOR!!!!!!
how utterly divine. how fierce! it stinks to be a shoe whore. a broke ass one makes it even more pathetic. why cant i be born a trust fund baby? i can forget about ky but girls? bitches? the other boyfriend?
xmas???
i shall now go cry myself to sleep. must. fucking. have. those. shoes.
:(
supermassive blackhole - muse
the usual suspect said::
11/18/2009 03:48:00 AM :D
it took one ugly thing to make everything beautiful again.
the usual suspect said::
11/18/2009 02:06:00 AM :D
Friday, November 13, 2009
COS I WANT YOUR BODY NEED YOUR BODY
for my homegirl, mo. cos we can do whatever you like. yea whatever you like.
the usual suspect said::
11/13/2009 01:35:00 PM :D
Friday, November 06, 2009
shadow of a doubt.
there have been moments of weakness. moments of doubts.
i can fault my own sense of low self esteem. i can fault my inability to gauge my self-worth. i can fault my poor sense of judgment. i fault the innate pure stupidity in my being.
the mistrust in myself was translated into mistrust in you. in us.
that is a thing of the past now. after a long walk into the dark dark woods, reeking of guilt and self-inflicted misery
the only thing i want to do now is just to be strong for you now. for us.
love song - the cure
the usual suspect said::
11/06/2009 01:24:00 AM :D
my world in a paper cup
gracie lou freebush
miss artful dodger
1986
st.nicks/cjc/nus theatre studies
//
Let each man exercise the art he knows.
Aristophanes
eclectic*psychedelic
The drama is not dead but liveth
and contains the germs of better things.
-william archer
