the usual suspect said::

stuck.

have you ever been in a position when you have so much to do, so much to think about and yet nothing is done?

the body freezes and refuses to comply. the mind is weary yet frantic. lost. directionless.

we all need to make a stance, choose options, choose allies.
and when we stand on a side, do we have what it takes to back it up?
or have we overestimated ourselves and forgot that god only gave us 24 hours a day, seven days a week.

its not that i dont know what i want. i know what i want. there are so many things i want.
but why do i hold myself back when it comes to getting what i want?

for i am not the average singaporean mugger, tho forcedfed the same academic diet.
we are plied with proven formulas with proven successes and examples to follow.
all it takes is sheer determination, diligence and an acute sense of imitation.
the only intelligence involved is really the ability to memorise and re-execute everything down to a pretty T.
noww i cant do that. my medulla oblongata is clearly not well endowed in that monkey see monkey do so damn well aspect.

i have to create. that's the only thing i can do. .

i.smoke.i.fluff.i..crap.
and did i mention now im fuckin constipated.

need to write that bloody essay.

incubus with mo was just a blast from the past.
they sang drive! everyone knows the song drive.
what happened to dig? love hurts?



We all have a weakness
But some of ours are easier to identify
Look me in the eye
And ask for forgiveness
We'll make a pact to never speak that word again
Yes, you are my friend

We all have something that digs at us
At least we dig each other
So when weakness turns my ego up
I know you'll count on the me from yesterday

If I turn into another
Dig me up from under what is covering
The better part of me
Sing this song
Remind me that we'll always have each other
When everything else is gone

We all have a sickness
That cleverly attaches and multiplies
No matter how we try
We all have someone that digs at us
At least we dig each other
So when sickness turns my ego up
I know you'll act as a clever medicine

If I turn into another
Dig me up from under what is covering
The better part of me
Sing this song
Remind me that we'll always have each other
When everything else is gone

dig - incubus

*sometimes we need to remind each other of what we have become. and how unhappy you have become so we can do something about it*

the usual suspect said::

gracie lou freebush
miss artful dodger
1986
st.nicks/cjc/nus theatre studies
//
Let each man exercise the art he knows.
Aristophanes

The drama is not dead but liveth
and contains the germs of better things.
-william archer

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is this the real life?
is this just fantasy?
caught in a landslide
no escape from reality
open your eyes, look up to the skies and see
-queen

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