You'll never break me down,
Unjustified, persecution of my free mind.
I'm horrified, the cruel nature of you and your kind
Crucified for just trying to be myself,
Suicide, I'd rather die than live in your hell.

I will not break, I will not bend,
I will not go quietly, I will never bow down to them.

I close my eyes, I can see more clearly,
You criticize the things I hold dearly
You victimize because you fear me
It's your demise, you should have let me be.

Break me, you won't break me, break me.
You won't break me down.

The harder I swim against the tide the more it pulls me down
Feel the pressure on my life, as I struggle and fight not to drown.
Why do you, why do you try to break me, you'll never break me down
I'll never let you break me, you'll never break me down.

The more I try to live my life the harder you are on me
There is no wrong there is no right, what will it take for you to see?






its getting harder to talk to you nowadays
its either i cant be there or ill have to call and wait
everyone knows i loathe waiting
you especially
and it was 1997, so gimme a break
you know what they say bout the run of the mill
overuse is overkill
you're breaking my balls man

but its not just you of cos
i hate this academic factory
fairweather all year round except this mad season



so find me in the matinee




breakdown - biohazard

the usual suspect said::

wad a grand disaster
and self orchestrated too

oh my god grace what did you expect?
you were never the academic sort
props for trying
cos fuck i have never seen myself mug this hard before

pathetic compared to most deranged bookworms i have seen ard here
but people in uni do not not study
like ok?

oh goddamit.
im going down in flames and i gotta try to stop caring

i know when you adore me and when you find me a chore
and lately it has been the latter
i know i know i dont matter anymore
i only hope it makes you feel better



nothing matters anymore






21 things I want in a lover - Alanis Morissette

the usual suspect said::

You Belong in Amsterdam

A little old fashioned, a little modern - you're the best of both worlds. And so is Amsterdam.Whether you want to be a squatter graffiti artist or a great novelist, Amsterdam has all that you want in Europe (in one small city).

AMSTERDAM!!!
fuck yeah!

we all know i wanna go there for divine brownies shady exhibitions nature and legalized organic therapy away from this overcrowded concrete jungle we are all boxed into
and smash this mindboggling academic factory im enslaved to

y'all know the jingle at the back of the song the next episode (dr dre & snoop dogg)
hurhur

s*w*e*d

hell yeah amsterdam!







four to the floor - starsailor

the usual suspect said::

Hear the sound of the falling rain
Coming down like an Armageddon flame
The shame The ones who died without a name

Hear the dogs howling out of key
To a hymn called "Faith and Misery"
And bleed the company lost the war today

I beg to dream and differ
From the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
On Holiday

Hear the drum pounding out of time
Another protester has crossed the line
To find the money's on the other side

Can I get another Amen?
There's a flag wrapped around the score of men
A gag a plastic bag on a monument

I beg to dream and differ
From the hollow lies
This is the dawning for the rest of our lives
On Holiday

The representative from California has the floor

Zieg Heil to the president gas man
Bombs away is your punishment
Pulverize the Eiffel towers
Who criticize your government
Bang, Bang goes the broken glass and
Kill all the fags that don't agree
Trials by fire setting fire
Is not a way that's meant for me

Just cause,Just cause because we're outlaws, yeah!

I beg to dream and differ
From the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives

I beg to dream and differ,
From the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives

This is our lives on holiday





GREENDAY IS THE BEST MOTHERFUCKING BAND IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD

the usual suspect said::

the hell hates hae opened
ladies and gentlemen












i love him i love him i love him
and i dont care what you say
i love him for the man he is
and i love him for the man that he almost is
i love him i love him i love him



secret garden - bruce springsteen

the usual suspect said::

the future is now
they say

right on
i say

cos the circumstances and opportunities of my future hasnt unravalled for me
yet i have received its ugly backlash already
HARD.

and the full force of it awaits me out there someday
cos paranoia and mistrust is contagious
when the actions of the misguided pursuit of my ideals do catch up with the emotional turmoil i am facing currently
you will be free to pronounce me guilty and your faithless black heart was triumphantly and pompously righteous all along the projected years i would wasted on you

what do we call this?
pre-ordained karma?
prematured sanctity?


innocent until proven guilty remember?

you believe that your current state of paranoia and anxiety will be replaced by the pain of my will-be-commited-in-future- misdeeds

we dont know that yet

but i do know that your current state of paranoia and anxiety is replacing my perception of the boundless joy you are supposed to bring with the consequential pain of my supposedly will-be -commited-in-future misdeeds





gotta have. faith.




follow through - gavin degraw

the usual suspect said::

exam prep is the time where i hibernate in my hostel room and never see the light of day
meaning: sleep at 7am and wake up 4pm just in time for tea den proceed to study the night thru

press repeat

my bioclock is whack i dont need a rocket scientist to tell me that
nocturnal creature i have become i should work at the night safari
now thats a bloody marvellous brainwave hoho

exam prep is time to bum at the desk all day
my arse glued to the chair i think a case of piles is not an impossibility
wait till my 6th sem rolls along and im still in the same uncompromising position in my muggin marathon delirium

exam prep is time to surf the net endlessly upon laptop distraction and indulge in the divine system of itunes music sharing
i have never been the productive student ill concede that

have been overdozing on southpark its not funny
oh i love/loath youtube
first my weekly dose of naruto and now southpark
and i have been rippin songs off itune sharing folks cos there is this program you can use
what a fuckin great invention
technlogy so sinful its delicious

listening to:
lifehouse
311
death cab for cutie
franz ferdinand
the beatles
the cranberries
oasis (im addicted i know)
electrico (national pride!)
FEEDER!!!! i am so in love thanks to ky
next up, ash and dave matthews band to listen to
ky jus got me a whole file of their songs its so awesome



exam is bittersweet fun



and ill be seeing my girls tonight
riverside walk sounds asthetically pleasing and very very romantic
high time i lift my sore arse off this rigid plastic chair



victoria - feeder
i love the girl and now i have the song to love as well

the usual suspect said::

you're so damn hot - ok go

the usual suspect said::

we're partners in crime
you got that certain something
what you give to me takes my breath away
now the word out on the street
is the devil's in your kiss
if our love goes up in flames
it's a fire I can't resist

the usual suspect said::

break a leg mo











amputations - death cab for cutie
ace!

the usual suspect said::

the best birthday ever
its been years since i got areal cake to cut and ppl singing the happy birthdat song for me
think kindergarden with a teenage mutant ninja turtle cake and toddler friends i dont remember

a surprise guest at my surprise bbq partay
maddie made gd her word of my fave superstar gracing the occasion
the genius



yes i love you too jay











i want you now - depeche mode







*





ive always wanted to tell you this
you brought me startling unimaginable rapture
akin to the birth of foliage in a desert
my azure in destitution

swore you'll always be with me
keeping me rooted
you bestowed me wings
so i can soar high with them traversing this world
eventually returning to the nest

ill be unbidden and ill devote everything ive got
it wld never be a squander of heart
its only certain that you will be my companion for sempiternity
visually poised as we spin
while the sands of time slip thru a cracked ugly world
a timeless bond immortalized between us

i just love you adore you
with tears and sorrow
with laughter and gratification
with you i found ambrosial in simplicity

i just love you adore you
an ablution of bliss in serenity
something that can only be channeled thru you

with a acquiescent mettle i will protect you enduringly
time is transcended in divine coalescence
please carve in your memory of how much i love you

i just love you adore you
swore never to forsake never perjuring
the stormy times along the way never hurting

i just love you adore you
im reefed in your hands
illuminated beatitude is all i can bring you

i jus love you adore you
ill do anything ill be willing
i want us to be together
forever

the usual suspect said::

if there is anything i have gained in my newfound twenty years
its good to be have love and know you are loved

love doesnt exist in the form of courtship and marriage
it goes beyond beyond way beyond that

it comes in the form of a gentle old man who imparted life's most precious lessons to me and a firm but constant guiding light that will never waver

it comes in the form of a a cute lil boy with shaggy hair who will go to all lengths to coerce a smile to my lips and remain my faithful companion for the rest of my days

its comes in the form of a fun-loving yet deeply loyal sibling that beholds the gift of self sacrifice from young and stubbornly stays as the anchor to my floaty nature

it comes in the form of a camwhoring best friend with a megawatt smile and summoning endless warm sunshine into my life

it comes in the form of a lifelong confidante with admirable inner strength and sensabilities who will share my burdens and infinite listening stamina

it comes in the form of boundless positivity and infectious joy where from her i learnt that life's greatest tragedies will never bring us down but make us tougher and appreciate the meaning of living
it comes in the form of a powerful presence in my soul, where distance is no disconnection but the cementing of a mutual bond. always alive in my thoughts and the key to complete me

it comes in the form of wonderful hours priceless moments great conversations together my famille my boy my bitches my friends
be it thru school meals shopping chilling pageanting

one can only be so thankful for new found friends that marred my personal belief that as you grow older you make fake friends you break hearts you get your heart broken
i have found plenty of gems as i undergo my tertiary education
and kept the loyal bitches by my side no matter how far they fly

life is a longshot venture
but i have comrades on this roadtrip



happy birthday to me!
ladies and gents, many thanks for your awesome company
cant be the grace khoo today if you all aint here to funk or fuck me up





let there be love - oasis (been listenin alot of late)

the usual suspect said::

everything is going the other way i want it to fucking go

everything is wrong.

there are some ppl i wanna clamp my hands on their pitiful lil throats and throttle them to death
there are some things i dont wanna do
places i dont wanna go
people i dont wanna meet
events i dont wanna experience
pretences i dont wanna put up
words i dont wanna utter
papers i dont wanna read
grades i dont wanna accept.

i dont wanna.
i jus dont wanna.

i am nasty mean and bubbling full of spite.
people i love will forgive me.

((so little time so much to do i rather spend my days with you))

in happier times.

holiday holiday i dont wanna go to school today or everyday


part of the primary group now ya see mr tag-along


we are good girls we dont do drugs


mr insane in the membrane my novocaine my cure


puzzle pieces scattered all over the globe
san fran, ngee ann, nus and smu and braddell heights only for now i hope.


where are you now wad have you found (besides nikon boys)


she is crazy all rock and roll still the loveliest ill ever know






dont go away - oasis
im your villian - franz ferdinand

the usual suspect said::

gracie lou freebush
miss artful dodger
1986
st.nicks/cjc/nus theatre studies
//
Let each man exercise the art he knows.
Aristophanes

The drama is not dead but liveth
and contains the germs of better things.
-william archer

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is this the real life?
is this just fantasy?
caught in a landslide
no escape from reality
open your eyes, look up to the skies and see
-queen

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