weekdays of stressful married life campus-style

weekdays of luxurious homely comfort



snug saturdays of coffeeshop grub telly and cookouts

slow sundays of supermarketing hk serials offbeat studyin mac takeaways



we the fabulous foursome of amk
daddy maddie you and me
awesome.




saturday sunday roll along now please









the sweetest thing - U2

the usual suspect said::

sometimes its jus nice to forget bout assignments, cap scores, missin lects, boyfriends and various accompanying ailments
and jus sit down with 2 girlfriends to bitch n banter the day away
tho most of the above stated were topics of much juicy anguish and bemoanin
wad can i say?
girls will be girls




life, oh life




a girl with the shared perchant of pepperin the conversations with fucks
armed with the potent combo of a wicked sense of humour and generous sarcasm
equally beleagured with bewilding yet in a way embarrassingly blissful boytoy problems


and mercifully we didnt even come close to talkin bout clothes and shoes and how we wld kill to be eva longoria

no not us


now
thats my kinda girl


be good e'an
and have a blast!
fun is wad you make of it




if all else fails, do the horizontal samba baby.
in kings park overlookin the city skyline

sense of humour remember?
















lady flash - the go! team

the usual suspect said::

two bbqs in a week is the life i tell ya



happy 20 to my best friend the old hag
im right behind ya tho
apreeeeeeeeaaaallllllllll
hehehe
jus abt done with kickin myself fer gettin her somethin expensive and she prob will never wear
(i feel like miss india! sighhhssss)
the things you do to make amends to yer wife
no i mean, best friend


one thing good bout bdae celebrations
its always nice to get tog with ppl you dun see day in day out
and the best part?
yer the star!
and ppl have to get you presents cos you freakin paid fer a bbq and the works
better still if yer other half or future in laws did



i start to ponder why i have never done one myself
perhaps dinner in advance after roundin up my bitches
which is arduous enuff cos everyones out there buyin and smashin companies
makin millions and wreckin families dunnowadshit
everyones too freakin busy


or maybe im jus too unpopular that everyone will make excuses not to come
i am afterall miss congefuckinniality gracie lou freebush
hahaha


oh my


i think thats my greatest fear
tryin to get ppl to come to MY gatherin to celebrate my fuckin birthday that no one cares about
and ppl say they hafta go fer liposuction or their gran's in icu

and you know half yer clique are away so you cant murder them when they dun show
that sorta "uh okay i guess you cant help it then" excuse

I DONT WANNA THINK BOUT THIS ANYMORE



on a happier note
bbq number 2 with the theatre grp monkeys were fantastic
and the newly in love couple is jus grotesque but andrew and jialing thanks fer all the work
our nice lil cosy get tog at downtown east was jus perfect
with the roundin up of things with hearty beer and desperate housewives
hope andrew liked his sheets

and jialing is char neo and vic's vj classmate
and shes like one of the very few friends i try my darnest to hang with in adultsch
from my beloved crazy theatre group
the world is small or the world is small???



me so happy.
ppl i adore know ppl i adore.
its waaaay better than ppl i know happen to know pricks that i happen to know





and all that bbq food
why the fuck is it all going downsouth?
i hate to admit that someone as anoerexic lookin as me ( i am not i fuckin swear)
is capable of a freakin bulge likie all normal women
i aint lookin like twiggy these days
i look like im gestatin fer fucks sake



why arent they going to my chest?!!?!?











god can be sucha joker sometimes.














semi charmed life - 3rd eye blind

the usual suspect said::

the usual suspect said::

read thru some dusty ole friendster testimonials.
the things my friends write about me
it stirs somethin within me
to digest various colourful perceptions about a single person
and the excavation of shelved memories



old friends are the best kind like alcohol
here's my fave from my fave girl



Marissa,


localDatewithTimezone("Dec 02, 2003 07:35 AM","time2tag9");


Tuesday, December 02, 2003:


gracieee :) the ray of sunshine in my life,
n at times, torrential rain.
gosh, theres so much to say, i dont even noe where to start.
got so many memories flashin in my mind bout the times i've spent wif this babelicious chick frm sec 2 till now.


this gurl's changed so much over the span of the last 4 yrs.
she used to be this typical hyperactive sec 2, hangin wif the mgs chickiedees, gettin her groove on wif ac guys while i stayed in one corner tied down by the ol' ball n chain, watchin all kindsa mind-blowin events takin place in her life.


she wuz the talk of the town, the eyecandy, the life of the party, the gurl everyone wants ta noe :) well shes still all tht, but in a very very diff way.
we've bin thru skippin sch tog (sec 2, the last 2 days before june hols - went over to yer place n scurried off ta meet zhi n jon afta tht), flunkin every subject, pretendg to work on our projs afta sch when instead we went ta hang at cine, our very own lil catfights n verbal wars.


grace is an individual who posseses some of the most interestg views, n she nv fails to blow me away wif her take on all sortsa current issues.
shes not afraid to speak her mind, altho sometimes, shes unaware of how hurtg she can be :) she gets alotta flak fer tht at times, but u gotta admit, its one very admirable quality bout her.
shes gutsy n isnt afraid to reveal her true feelings bout pple, be it love or hate. she used to care alot bout wad pple thot of her, but over the yrs, shes grown to adopt a bo chap attitude - the "who gives a fuck" aura.


this gurl's amazing, she nv fails to crack me up wif her witty remarks n satirical humour -intelligent n drop-dead hilarious.
not only has she got the looks to kill, shes got a personality to match. we've bin thru shit tog (DORLA ?!), the gd times (sentosa wif azlitah n kelly -grins), n the bad (our major fight in sec 2 ?).


grace is a really simple person, lacking of all superficial n materialistic qualities, n tht makes her so damn special.
u can read her like an open book, n tho thts not always gd, its wad i love abt her. no airs abt this chick at all, she'll tell u like it is n she aint gonna lie jez to make u feel all nice n dandy.
shes got a personality as colourful as the rainbow, n spendg time wif her is always fun, even if we jez bum arnd the hse readg mags, piggin out, watchin tv dramas, whatever.


shes my best friend on earth, someone i'm truly glad i've found, n someone i'd be more than willing to do things fer -whatever the cost or distance. tho like everyone, shes got certain annoyin lil flaws, i've grown to accept em n love her all the same.
still remem when i wuz down n out, depressed over the shit in my life.
u nv failed to make me realise tht happiness isnt always jez abt havin wotcha want, but wantg wotcha have.
thanx fer everythg, SO MANY things :) deres jez so much more to say bout this enchantg person, guess its not all gonna fit into one testimonial.

love ya gwacie -hugs-







an endless night.
for a day of endless bliss.


feelin so affaire de coeur
and i adore geraldine to bits.
darlin u are in my deepest gratitude


ye qu - jay chou

the usual suspect said::

woke up a lil miffed and a lil wiser today
and with luxurious time to spare
cos i overslept on not one but 2 freakass lectures
like for the bloody 3rd time in a row
oh god the despair!


its a hardknock life
for me anyway



okay back to wakin up on the wrong side of the bed
its nothin compared to my dramedy of wakin up screechin my head off yest mornin (or techinically 3 in the afternoon) after a terrible terrible dream bout a tragic abandonment
and confusin the whole family yellin for my daddy
cos 2 men hopped in my head at that precise moment and i only grabbed 1
i opened my eyes with these words echoing in my head over and over again



yes it has been a total waste of time
i conclude
to be with someone who wouldnt meet u in the middle while u run yer ass off
who claimed total devotion but never shared his love
and mostly essentially
and hurtful



to be able to do all that he can do
but never once bothered to do it for you



i woke up gleefully realising that i vanguised this guilt that has been eatin at me all this while
it was wrong to begin with and if i chose the other option presented to me
it would be two wrongs (and we all know they dont make a right together)
so there is nothin to beat myself up for
and no one to apologise to



self liberation and self love is the favour i have done for myself
and in all naseating honesty i have never been more euphoric/blissful/contented/valued in my life

depression?
ill admit i was one depressed suicidal chick
i thank you os you took the suicidal part away with yer patience and care
so i was jus one depressed chick



i dare say i have unleashed that side of you that u have selfishly guarded in the span of our time together
so good for her now
and good for you too

do all you can
do what you never did for me


tmr, for the first time in my not so doggone life
im gonna celebrate valentine's day =)



everything to everyone - everclear

the usual suspect said::

till flickr stops fuckin up on me and the academic workload gets off my back
despite my bestfriend's scorching disapproval of how lil we do here on campus
compared to her busybee schedule at smu
too bad darlin u had yer options hoho
as i continue to gloat at the miseduation of ms ow
and lament at how much i have to do fer sch


i mean project work?!
no offence to my so far darlin grpmates
I DONT DO GROUPS! (quote nasty cocky n prob very loathsome american idol hopeful on the fuckin endless commercials of the damned show)
fuck i rather work solo sans the hassle
and so i digress


lets do it again
till flickr stops fuckin up on me and my academic workload gets off my back
till i find a pocket of time where i have less to do
(unless i have somethin i really need to publicly rant abt or diss some dickhead)

this blog goes to the backburner


but but but
ladies and gents




i will be backkkkk
governator style.




oh. hold yer breath.

the usual suspect said::

ima goddess on my knees
when you hurt when you suffer im your angel undercover
ive been numb im revived cant say im not alive
you know you wouldnt want it any other way

so take me as i am
and this means you gotta be a stronger man.

the usual suspect said::

It's hard to remember how it felt before
Now I found the love of my life
Passes things, get more comfortable
Everything is going right
And after all the obstacles
It's good to see you now with someone else
And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool
I know we're cool



We used to think it was impossible
Now you call me by my new last name
Memories seem like so long ago
Time always kills the pain
Remember Harbor Boulevard
The dreaming days where the mess was made
Look how all the kids have grown, oh
We have changed but we're still the same
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool
I know we're cool



Yeah, I know we're cool
And I'll be happy for you
If you can be happy for me
Circles and triangles
And now we're hanging out with your new girlfriend
So far from where we've been
I know we're cool
I know we're cool





C-cool, I know we're cool
I know we're cool



the usual suspect said::

gracie lou freebush
miss artful dodger
1986
st.nicks/cjc/nus theatre studies
//
Let each man exercise the art he knows.
Aristophanes

The drama is not dead but liveth
and contains the germs of better things.
-william archer

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is this just fantasy?
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no escape from reality
open your eyes, look up to the skies and see
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