happy new year everyone!
nice to be back but sighs*
new yrs a time where u miss ppl who left marks in the course of your flowin life
i miss KL
uncle sc
aunty serena
kahyan
kahfai
melcwf
erwin
sab
vic
jin
mar
vern
geri
ron
miss giam
jon
chok
ben kang
fel
sunita
hema
ray
noah
kel
jay
jovin



when its the festivities you somehow miss some people
people whom you used to see and hang with everday
and now its a sporadic msg or phonecall
to remind each other of a sweet presence
and that comfortin feelin of havin someone to call no matter wad
if my world decides to malfunction at certain times
i can ring you cant i?
cos we have sweet history baby


you and i and every fucker in this world do go thru a cycle of friends whom our lives revolve ard at diff periods of our life
school time crazay classmates night study buddies recess gossip khakis and the town hoppin subway munchin crew
rebellious times rebellious marlboros tottin sneakin out at ungodly hrs friends
does that mean the level of intimacy and importance in the vein of the friendship estabhlished wavers and alters each time?
diff years diff surroundings diff people
but all so dear to me
inkin their amazing-ness into theunruly but glorious tapestry of my life
then and now
i still remember


and of cos some go thru the whole trippin thingy with you
without asking or the least bit expectation these girls were gonna be wad you call friends fer life
thru high school bitchin and magazine hollywood trivial pursuit style overdosage
thru heartbreaks and sexual awakenings and of cos performance comparisons
thru the smoke of ciggarettes and buzzin of tattoo needles
thru the blast of ezone game machines
thru the st nicks jingle of sch bell
thru the macdonalds snacking and the unnatural yet divine marriage of fries and vanilla ice cream
thru the infiltration of longer lasting boyfriends or girlfriends (like condoms) diff schoolin instituts and overseas education that led to seeing each other less and less and even more less
thru the constant wonderous dinner plans and get togs with or without partners
thru birthdays and surprises and the incessant shedding of tears plus tireless tissue pulling



you bitches are sucha hardy bunch.
i love you guys




and to the one that holds my heart and purse-strings
alrite im financially henpecked ill concede that
only cos im an impulsive shoewhore
and i digress


i miss you lardball
come back soon





fuck must be old age
im becomin a fuckin softie








landslide - dixie chicks





the usual suspect said::

sometimes all we need to do is to grow some balls



listening to:
hardball ost
jermaine dupri
neatpicks:
where the party at - jagged edge
big poppa - notorious b.i.g
love love love dirty - jermaine dupri
good ole skool hiphip
gimme run dmc anyday
not that fuckin trash on radio now

the usual suspect said::

crazy signature bitches antics



our grand plans of the future...


Vic-//Guilty as Charged says:
good thing i've got school to keep myself busy with.
gracie lou freebush* says:
YEPS
gracie lou freebush* says:
mug hard
gracie lou freebush* says:
get gd grades
gracie lou freebush* says:
come back n buy over temasek holdings
gracie lou freebush* says:
hehehe
Vic-//Guilty as Charged says:
hahaha
Vic-//Guilty as Charged says:
yes first i shall infiltrate their empire
Vic-//Guilty as Charged says:
Lee & Lee
Vic-//Guilty as Charged says:
and work my way up from there
gracie lou freebush* says:
yes u do that
gracie lou freebush* says:
wad shall i be?
gracie lou freebush* says:
a political scientist?
gracie lou freebush* says:
den u can give me juicy info fer my bk
gracie lou freebush* says:
hohohoh
Vic-//Guilty as Charged says:
hahahhaha
Vic-//Guilty as Charged says:
yesh yesh
Vic-//Guilty as Charged says:
our imaginations are seriously running wild
gracie lou freebush* says:
all my lecturers write books here u know


***


punchdrunkloveofmine


Vic-//Guilty as Charged says:
is tht kahyat in the photo?!


photo in question:



gracie lou freebush* says:
hahaha
Vic-//Guilty as Charged says:
with a mop for hair?!
gracie lou freebush* says:
its jay chou
Vic-//Guilty as Charged says:
no seriously?!
gracie lou freebush* says:
do they look that alike
gracie lou freebush* says:
hhhaha
gracie lou freebush* says:
kk
gracie lou freebush* says:
im gonna tell everyone its ky
gracie lou freebush* says:
hahahah
gracie lou freebush* says:
he sent me this photo titled kahyat
gracie lou freebush* says:
i boxed him
Vic-//Guilty as Charged says:
HAHAHAHAH
Vic-//Guilty as Charged says:
my goodness
gracie lou freebush* says:
hehehe
gracie lou freebush* says:
i think ky is so cuteee
gracie lou freebush* says:
hahah
gracie lou freebush* says:
im goin thru this stupid crazy schgirl period
gracie lou freebush* says:
ill look at him n go
gracie lou freebush* says:
daddy ur so goodlookin!!!
gracie lou freebush* says:
hahah
gracie lou freebush* says:
n ill tell him that i wldnt be with him if he wasnt so gdlooking hahaha
gracie lou freebush* says:
he didnt know how to react
Vic-//Guilty as Charged says:
HAHA
Vic-//Guilty as Charged says:
don't scare the poor boy like that!
gracie lou freebush* says:
hahah
gracie lou freebush* says:
hes sucha kumpung boy
Vic-//Guilty as Charged says:
and you're meann!!




call me crazy/happy/beautiful



hot for you


when you drive you open yer eyes dude


happy passenger


crashtest dummy


my best cheerleader


ribsterssss
you know its hot


presenting the 8th wonder of the world
kyat kong!


counting down at the night safari


my wusong!!!
hiayakkkk lets chop sum bong


g.o.r.g.e.o.u.s


every mornin theres a halo hangin from the corner of my four post bed


girly brat



you and me.
got this good thing goin on baby.








electrico - good time





the usual suspect said::

I'm undecided about you again
I can be right that you're not here
It's double sided 'cause I ruined it all
But also saved myselfby never believing you dear



Everything good I deem too good to be true
Everything else is just a bore
Everything I have to look forward to
Has a pretty painful and very imposing before



Oh sailor why'd you do it
What'd you do that for
Saying there's nothing to it
Then lettin' it go by the boards



Oh sailor why'd you do it
What'd you do that for
Saying there's nothing to it
Then lettin' it go by the boards



I have too been playing with fifty-two cards
Just 'cause I play so far from my vest
Whatever I've got, I've got no reason to guard
What could I do but spend my best



And after waiting, fighting patiently on my knees
All the other stuff tired itself out first, not me
And in its wake appeared the touch and call of a different breed
One of the steps is getting wise and got me there and then got me



And what a thing to know what could be instead
Oh what a blessed curse to see
Took the agenda from its place in my bed
Made a merry paramour of me



Oh sailor why'd you do it
What'd you do that for
Saying there's nothing to it
Then lettin' it go by the boards



Oh sailor why'd you do it
What'd you do that for
Saying there's nothing to it
Then lettin' it go by the boards






fiona apple.

the usual suspect said::

bhutan*

marijuana is more common than grass
its fed to the pigs instead of human consumption
ecologically flourishing with tight conservation laws
hydro-electricity over fuel burning electricity
financially inaccessible to common tourists who uglifies natural beauty with their mere presence
says fuck off come back again later to rapid economic development and modernization
gross happiness index over gross national product



sounds like paradise on earth
nabei i wanna go!




excuse me its miss elephant, not miss elegance



nobody gonna love me better i must stick wit u forever
nobody gonna take me higher i must stick wit u










badly drawn boy - the shining





the usual suspect said::

being the eternal optimist, friday the 13th sneakily descended and took off
leavin no trace in the sands of my filtered mind


after checkin out vern's cool as beans blog
fuck where do u get blogskins like that baby?
this is comin from the complete IT handicapped
very very hot vernia lim
it only occured to me that it did come and go
after i wake up sore all over and incredibly shaken up on saturday the 14th


me had the worst asthma attack ever
even tho it was like 5am in the morn
so technically a saturday the 14th
but nonetheless its feels like the aftermath of the bad luck friday the 13th can bring
now i ruminate in my room feelin like a wet sack of cement with a hole in my chest
not in total misery but im not feelin so hot either



in his haste ky forgot that NUH was real near
i think i scared the senses outta him
cld have jus went for my routine oxygen fix
but den again i dun think i had 50 bucks and 2 hrs of waitin time to spare
so i jus swallowed my inhaler whole and ko-ed
and lived to live the tale



wad a night.
a post friday the 13th night horror.




the asthmatic freak who lived
and no scar for a memento thank god
but i found these in my quiet moment of post slumber reflection


my life looked good with these wonderful faces in wonderful times


my favourite uniform



a sweetheart never too far



the only girl who has enough logical conviction my stubborn mind can yield to



you break and unbreak a sister's heart



is your unseen fear of losing me greater than ayone elses?
if i go ill go silently
sliding past yer turned back
concealing your grief in untouched incubation





running running
as fast as it gets
i really hope we'll make it
we're running keep holding my hand
so we don't get separated

the usual suspect said::

cant find a blogskin i really like

call me prissy but this is so not workin out

gotta make do with this

cos the last one expired on me



missed my first lect of the semester this year
like big fuckin deal



den why do i feel a lil guilty and flustered?


my mugger genes are finally actin up.






fill me in - craig david

the usual suspect said::

was shooting the late night breeze with kiffy
bout school and the usual shite


two insomniacs
one burpin vodka bubbles
one missin her human bolster
and 10am lectures to attend in say 2 hrs time


maybe ill risk a lil nap later




trouble sleeping says:
thats damn good (one of the grades for a module last sem that attributed to a decent cap)
gracie lou freebush* says:
n i didnt do any sexual favours
gracie lou freebush* says:
hahahah
trouble sleeping says:
hahha...leave the sexual favours to me and dr sit* (names changed to protect my own arse)
trouble sleeping says:
hahah
gracie lou freebush* says:
now i knowwww
gracie lou freebush* says:
hahaha
gracie lou freebush* says:
u did damn well eh!
trouble sleeping says:
blowjob leh... of coz
gracie lou freebush* says:
a and a minus fer the 2 mods we took tog
gracie lou freebush* says:
only?
trouble sleeping says:
yah...sit* easy to please
gracie lou freebush* says:
i slept with mr choyyy (my really really hot practical teacher)
gracie lou freebush* says:
hahahaha
gracie lou freebush* says:
i wish (I DIDNT! i was just kidding-fantasizing. got my A fair n square ok!)
gracie lou freebush* says:
dun tell jean (tog we form the EC fanclub hehe)
gracie lou freebush* says:
hahaha
trouble sleeping says:
hahah
trouble sleeping says:
well done...
trouble sleeping says:
if only uni really work like that...hahah,,,think all the profs will be walking ard with a smile on their faces
gracie lou freebush* says:
u think ppl will really sell their bodies like that?
gracie lou freebush* says:
like seriously???
trouble sleeping says:
you never knoe
gracie lou freebush* says:
i think alot of ppl will u know
gracie lou freebush* says:
some ppl here seem so crazed bout their cap scores n shite
trouble sleeping says:
imagine you are an honours student... with a prof hook up....oh god...woohoo
gracie lou freebush* says:
i know someone who goes to mug like 8 hrs daily in the lib when into the 4th week of sch (sorry K it freaks me out but i still love you)
gracie lou freebush* says:
like wtf
trouble sleeping says:
exactly
trouble sleeping says:
maybe i sld try
trouble sleeping says:
hahah
gracie lou freebush* says:
n ppl here screw abt all the time
gracie lou freebush* says:
im sure it doesn matter with whom
gracie lou freebush* says:
esp fer an a
trouble sleeping says:
its nus fave cca
gracie lou freebush* says:
hahahahha
gracie lou freebush* says:
i like the sound of that




***



met an smu friend of a friend the previous night fer supper at one of my fav suppa spots chomp chomp
being totally devoid of a hostel lifestyle, he asked out of curiosity if shagging was a common curricular activity (cca haha) in nus hostels
(tho he only mentioned a certain hall starting with Eu and ending with Soff in his question. i do not encourage hall rivalry at all cos after all, the hall i come from is potent enough to drive anyone mad with its pitiful state of structural degradation and intake of eye candy worthy resident. my god-like positivity keeps me afloat here)
i presumed he was generally simply referring to anyone and everyone that communes on campus. i told him its an urban legend and we can never really find out can we?
unless a durex sex survey comes our way
hmmmm....
wad if....




***




ladies and gentlemen...
may i present....




THE DUREX SEX SURVEY
KENT RIDGE EDITION!


in here, you will find:



-the percentage of students who has a sexually active lifestyle


-the percentage of students who shag on campus


-the percentage of students with more than one sexual partner in their shag history


-the percentage of students with more than one sexual partner all at the same time (oh busy busy!)


-the percentage of students who had a sexual relationship or one-off tryses with non-students on campus (hmmm. ill leave that to yer own intepretation)


-the percentage of students who would sleep with a lecturer or tutor for a better grade


-the percentage of students who slept with a lecturer or tutor for a better grade


-the percentage of students who know about ninja spots on campus to commit licentious acts


-the percentage of students who commited such acts in the great nus outdoors


-the percentage of local students that are sexually active vs percentage of foreign
students who are sexually active


-the percentage of foreign and foreign exchange students who got lucky in nus


-the percentage of foreign students shagging local students


-the percentage of foreign students shagging other foreign students


-the amount of condoms purchased by students every semester
(hey they dont sell it on campus do they?)




oh what else what else....
any suggestions guys?


i wont get arrested for this would i?
k on the safe side of things...


this entry is just a presumption spawning from the writer's wildly creative imagination.
no accusations are made with the intention to slander the establishments in question or the general groups of peoples mentioned. just an exploration of the possiblity holding a sex survey targeted at tertiary levelled students. so chillax!



ooh time for breakfast!
hello hello wednesday!


morning glory


oh my fleshy comforter where art thou?




listenin to: In the mood for love ost

the usual suspect said::

KUALA LUMPUR
thats real hiphop
and the visit of ky's parents to lil lil singapore
gonna squeeze a short visit to kl end of jan
a few days before chinese new yr
and ill be back jus in time for reunion dinner

*picturessss!
courtesy of uncle sc



petronas towers from the highway



french toast at a local cha chan teng (teahouse in canto)



cruisin on the highway



love-ly



mother and son



heaven on earth



lil kah yan



uncle sc and aunty serena



isnt she the cutest?



timeless chijmes


it doesn get better than this
thanks to you mr lee


leave me on the moon - beck

the usual suspect said::

oh why do i even bother?

i didnt do nuthin.
i merely kept my ears opened.
and honestly besides yourself
who else actually bothered?

i was pissed at what i hrd.
period.
i didnt stir up no fuckin hornet's nest.
how all this he says she says bullshit began
i dunno n i dun have the heart to warp your world
believe me i wont get aything out of this for practicality's sake

we should all be so civil




letsfuckthisshitandshakehandsokay.







right now - SR-71

the usual suspect said::

the usual suspect said::

today i cried but i didnt know why i did...

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

pretty close there.

Arty Kid

Whether you were a drama freak or an emo poet, you definitely were expressive and unique. You're probably a little less weird these days - but even more talented!

weird? was i weird?

You Are A Jealous Ex

You're not quite over your past, and you are hurt that your ex is moving onYou're no longer in love, but you're not done with being pissedJealous of any happiness that comes your ex's way, you still can't let go

okay....







i was bored without my boy.




dirty harry - gorillaz

the usual suspect said::

I worry
I weigh three times my body
I worry
I throw my fear around
But this morning, theres a calm I can’t explain
The rock candys melted, only diamonds now remain


Ooh ooh ooh, Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh, Ooh ooh ooh


By the time I recognize this moment
This moment will be gone
But I will bend the light pretend
That it somehow lingered on
Well all I got...


Ooh ooh ooh, Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh, Ooh ooh ooh


And I will wait to find
If this will last forever
And I will wait to find
If this will last forever
And I will pay no mind
Well it wont, and it wont, cause it cant
It just cant


Its not supposed to
Is there a second in time I looked around?
Did I sail through or drop my anchor down?
Was anything enough to kiss the ground?
And say I’m here now
and shes here now?


Ooh ooh ooh, Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh, Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh, Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh, Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh...


So much wasted in the afternoon
So much sacred in the month of June
How bout you?


And I will wait to find
If this will last forever
And I will wait to find
That it wont, and it wont, it wont
And I will pay no mind
Worry bout the rainy weather
And I will waste no time
Remaining in our life together

the usual suspect said::

had a bad day





ranting alert!




had an extremely agitated and wearisome night
things are supposed to be going my way
and glitches here and there taint the complete pict of blissful perfection
which accounts for the blown up hysterics


i know i over-reacted
but i was just so so so annoyed


to the pt of being rude to someone i love and i apologise for that
when i said dont bother i didnt mean dont bother
really hoped i didnt ruin your night out


singpore is too damn bloody small
every fucker you know hooks up with every other fucker you fuckin know
and every fuckin conversation bout a certain fucker gets distorted into something meant to be more fucking interesting/gossipy/ego-masturbating


i loathe these ego-masturbators.
they usually go like:
hey im interested in you come over my place for a drink
oh you know so and so?
she used to like me
had a crush on me for 2 whole freakin years?
am i hot or am i hot?
fuck can u see my ego inflating at an alarming rate?
no?
check out the bulge in my pants
do i look like a leering maniac with sex on my mind?
of cos not
im only into intellectual conversations
really
i am not talking to your breasts i swear




you can never meet men at clubs
they take on this totally diff alter-ego
even if they are nice average studious boys in school or mama boys at home
they will assume the alter-ego of a smooth-talkin ala james bond love machine when they step into a club with their hair gelled
girls will automatically be degraded into pieces of arse on sale


the bolders ones corner girls and touch them senselessly
in the sea of motherfuckers with dim lighting you can never find the culprit who grabbed yer ass


or worse tug at yer underwear under a short skirt
the meeker ones just stand ard and grin stupidly at each other
fantasising bout girls they will wld like to hop into bed with but never will



zouk on a wed = meat market



but we cant blame these guys either
when its a case of pussy on sale
some girls have wad i call the paris hilton complex
asking for any sort of attention even if its the wrong kind of attention
it cld be the sleaziest dressing screaming "NAKED!"


the hyper/dirty dancing with the girlfriends is fine
girls just wanna have fun
i get that


but the girl to girl frenching?
like seriously.
thats jus ubergross.
and guys dig that for some perverse reason


sounds like a britney spears/madonna moment doesnt it?


when girls allow a club vulture (aka devious horny lame guys) to ply them with drinks which leads to rowdy and regrettable behavoir
who is to blame?


it takes two hands to clap both are equally responsible for the horrible turn of events


case 1: guy meets girl at club
guy gets girl drunk
girl stupidly follows guy home and in her intoxicated state get violated


case 2:
exhange of numbers
girl get bloody flattered cos of his looks/car/popularity/familybackground/walletsize
guy never takes her seriously to begin with cos she appeared so fuckin easy with all the wild partying ways
dates followed by sexual misconduct
she thinks he loves her
he fucks her and loses interest
she gets torn up and parties more to drown her pain in alcohol and the prospects of a new interest


press repeat



and when this cycle repeats all too oft
a girl like that gets bestowed with the ugly title of a slut/whore/hoe
you get the drift
and a slut doesn mean a bad person
ppl tend to blur the two
a girl can be very sweet and nice to the ppl ard her and she cld be very serious bout the guys she like but when the vicous cycle takes its toll
in small small singapore
like the term good news travels fast
you know he know she knows every fuckin person
word gets distorted and extra ingredients added to spice up every fruitful gossip session
so and so = slut of the month
(year's too long cos someone else will always rise to the occasion and take her place. like how wendy cheng moved over for dawn yeo/yang and dunno who else for blogspere's hottest bloggerette. oh yes, frivolity and bad taste is never permanent)



but ppl dun really forget and sometimes the past comes back one circle to bite ya in the butt
karma karma karma karma karma



so watch wad u fuckin say
and watch yer back
karma is sneaky and silent and qt a force to be reckoned with
and i curse you who used me as the bolster of your ego masturbating moments
you skirt chasing liver failing lowlife


and again, singapore is too fucking small!



going bonkerrrsss at toys'r'us!
the multi-purpose body-part pincher!


you never fail to right the wrongs and brighten up my days






lenny kravits - it aint over till its over



the usual suspect said::

dog walkin with my best friend today

i love you mar =)












eric clapton - wonderful tonight


the usual suspect said::

gracie lou freebush
miss artful dodger
1986
st.nicks/cjc/nus theatre studies
//
Let each man exercise the art he knows.
Aristophanes

The drama is not dead but liveth
and contains the germs of better things.
-william archer

• mar
• sab
• vic
• vern
• cole
• e*an
• isaac
• bryanboy
• thesuperficial
• thesartorialist
• perez hilton
• sea of shoes
• karlascloset
• anonymousworks/

is this the real life?
is this just fantasy?
caught in a landslide
no escape from reality
open your eyes, look up to the skies and see
-queen

skin by lomographylove[:
inspiration: 001