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Sunday, August 28, 2005

stuck in a vacuum of deliberation


the usual suspect said::
8/28/2005 04:25:00 PM :D

Thursday, August 25, 2005

ive been busy.
ive been occupied.
ive been invisible.

that doesn mean ive forgotten bout you all




we could cut ties with all the lies that you've been living in
and if u do not want to see me again
i would understand


the usual suspect said::
8/25/2005 12:58:00 AM :D

Saturday, August 20, 2005


inauguration day
sashimi stayover at as7

finale night of oweek


ktv-ing with pageant mate chrystal


clowns chrsytal grace n kahyat (supposedly jay chou deadringer. pui!)

more picts from nussu pageant.
i dont give a fuck bout this catwalkin ms congeniality shit
but im in some of the best company in nus
some awesome ride
make up fitiings dress rehearals?
a whole loada bs without em.
cheers to inane pageantry n newfound friendships n the term dem gay
semi professional models?
dem gay.



nus. fantastic.




the usual suspect said::
8/20/2005 12:27:00 AM :D

Friday, August 19, 2005

i dont mean to be happier when im already happy


semisonic - closing time


the usual suspect said::
8/19/2005 12:01:00 PM :D

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day




You had a bad day


the usual suspect said::
8/13/2005 01:46:00 PM :D

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

sighs
singapore is indeed a red dot on the globe
to quote ex indonesian president gus dur

but why is nus so far way?
and in my desperation i did wad cld be the best of the worst scenario
i applied for raffles hall

yes the disgustin dirthole of a hall
before u subject me to the heat of ridicule n disdain
spare me.
like ive said
ima desperate girl

to allocate three hrs of travellin time daily is pure torture for me
so i rather live in ninja turtle headquaters for the time being
will miss the comforts of home
considerin how much i love sami
fer those who are clueless
shes the domestic miracle
my stain demolisher n misplaced jewellery excavator
in other words
indispensable to a brat like me

now i hafta live without her and no maddie to order ard
with the occasional 2 dollar bribe

campus life is so daunting and yet greatly appealin
its not abt the mambo nites not the excess freedom
i was given enough by my seasonally liberal dad
its more of embarkin on a new phase in life
doing something ive never done before
its high time i try to make it on my own
no matter how much i bemoan bout being the independant self sufficient tutor
im still very much reliant on my given domestic perks

needa learn how to use that washin machine
and i hope i have a nice roommate who doesn borrow stuff without permission
or worse suffer at my expense
i can be a tad bit unbearable to live with i confess.
jus a wee lil bit.



and no i wont fuck anyone
take a chill pill.









red hot chilli peppers - under the bridge


the usual suspect said::
8/10/2005 10:52:00 PM :D

Saturday, August 06, 2005

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion70%
Stability26%
Orderliness13%
Altruism63%
Interdependence50%
Intellectual50%
Mystical70%
Artistic90%
Religious36%
Hedonism76%
Materialism70%
Narcissism30%
Adventurousness70%
Work ethic16%
Self absorbed56%
Conflict seeking56%
Need to dominate63%
Romantic83%
Avoidant30%
Anti-authority90%
Wealth30%
Dependency76%
Change averse56%
Cautiousness43%
Individuality76%
Sexuality56%
Peter pan complex36%
Physical security36%
Physical Fitness77%
Histrionic70%
Paranoia30%
Vanity56%
Hypersensitivity76%
Female cliche43%


Stability results were low which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Orderliness results were very low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion results were high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.
trait snapshot:
craves attention, messy, open, rash, irritable, likes large parties, low self control, weird, fragile, does not like to be alone, emotionally sensitive, worrying, depressed, heart over mind, does not respect authority, dependent, not rule conscious, not good at saving money, more interested in relationships than intellectual pursuits, likes to fit in, very social, frequently second guesses self, phobic, suspicious, not careful, outgoing, vain, compassionate, aggressive, likes to make fun, hates to lose

haha. fuckin accurate
but...
i sound awful.awful.awful.

the intoxicated human cannonball.


the usual suspect said::
8/06/2005 05:36:00 PM :D

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

new resposibilities brings new sacrifices
who will be the first to go?

im gonna miss you you you you and you.

holiday's over before it had begun
yes i have wasted my days of untamed frollickin and earthly indulgence
and embraced the wearisome chains of academia with a jaded heart
no rejuvenation nor rest for me
workin my fingers to the bone
for no particular driven motive in sight
now i lament my descent into reality
for i have done nothin to enrich wads possibly the longest holiday ill ever be given
no yoga no rock climbing no back-packing
which makes tioman all the more special to me



the next train arrives in 3 or 4 years
ill make sure ill be ready to let loose n hop on the ride
1000 days is jus the rite time to conserve resources



ive got one hand in my pocket and the other one showin the peace sign


the usual suspect said::
8/02/2005 12:42:00 PM :D

Monday, August 01, 2005

school.

transmission in progress.
so far so unclear.

feelin rather stranded uninvolved and am feelin green
i think its the alien environment
and no close friends fer the boost of confidence
i need one of my bitches fer this
but the time fer my solo has come
and im tryin to hide behind the curtain

i am no good at makin new friends i concede
no one in their right mind wld call me demure n shy
awkward's more like it
like the thin gangly kid on the basketball team
im supposed to be here
doing wad i like to do
but i jus dunno where to plant myself

inauguration ceremony tmr.
where the air of finality descends upon me
in the applause my thick as gravy head will swirl with the typical baritone narration menacingly booming
ironically it will convince me that im part of the deal now
where ill be a student with a freakin cap point to keep up or its the highway
armed with stupid biddin points to outwit outplay n outnumber (literally) equally nervy peers
so under the tutelage of the system we'll all become future stockbrokers
battle of nerves jus to study the modules we want
and the ones the esteemed establishment insist upon

by fluke by merit wadever
im already here
lemme have it nus.
im ready
i think?



and you are jus a nuke.
all hype and no action.
show me wad you've got.



pink - just like a pill


the usual suspect said::
8/01/2005 12:45:00 AM :D


my world in a paper cup
gracie lou freebush
miss artful dodger
1986
st.nicks/cjc/nus theatre studies
//
Let each man exercise the art he knows.
Aristophanes

eclectic*psychedelic
The drama is not dead but liveth
and contains the germs of better things.
-william archer

all my lovers//haters
bohemian rhapsody
is this the real life?
is this just fantasy?
caught in a landslide
no escape from reality
open your eyes, look up to the skies and see
-queen

Scaramouche, Scaramouche, will you do the Fandango!

ty
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